I was not bound - by any stretch of the mind

I could not be found - there was nothing to find

And then it occurred - (well it’s a little late now)

just skin and bones - (what you’ve been harbouring inside)

With nowhere to run - (we call a nervous breakdown)

It was hidden in plain sight

Right before you fully crumble

So take this new lease on your life

Yeah – we all fumble

I read about truth – in philosophy

But I did not feel – that it spoke to me

I studied the gods (to feel a little bit closer)

Read poetry (tongue tied it feels a little frozen)

Yet the void remains (I keep looking over my shoulder)

It’s as big as can be (in spite of all of my devotion)

Each day brings with it new life

It all starts with one decision

For each and all of your insights

There will always be revision

I was walking at night – I couldn’t see

But I never lost my sight – in darkness Im free

So im wandering at night – my back turned to the light

No reason to hide

I breathe – and I exhale

Father

I am

So lost

Without you

Written By Zach Choy